HP battery -less madness!

I have been going around with my hp having low battery and i do not realise it until it really shuts down and black out when i am using half-way...!!! I really hate myself for being so hack-care" and lazy attitude of not wanting to check my hP power...Its the second! time i wasd going to meet my friend and couldnt contact them/ her (specifically)...Arrrrhhhhh! It's terrible being without a hp ,esp with a hp but no bat. It's like bringing a water bottle without water! The feeling is so helpless and miserable , like crying for help but no one can hear u....like a lost and mute child crying and looking for its mother but it's mother could not hear him...

OK... enough of all the descriptive expository..lol ...but the moral of the story is "Bring your handphone and CHARGE it!!!!" haha...and sincere apologies to cy for letting u experience this misfortune the second time.. also .why u suddenly change timing ar? sigh...if u didnt change maybe we could still have chance of meeting...no fate la...lol

about my driving, i still have a few more lessons to go before my practical evaluation and then my traffic police test which is in october24th.that's the earliest date i could get! and it's so late ! by then after i go thru all the evaluation and the lessons ,there would still be a month b4 the test! then have to waste money to go practice!sigh...money again...I really wonder can money solve all issues?

but of course with money i think is easier than without it...that's why there's the saying "money makes the world go round"....not really true cos i dont think the world is full of materialistic pple although it's a fact that many such realistic pple dominate the world population....

one last thing...sch is starting soon! i feel the pressure building up in me as the days go by...2 more days to lessons ...i really dread it ...not the lessons but having to face tutors and classsmates...HAiZ...i feel so ashamed having put on weight and pple asking me wad i have done...cant they be a little sympathetic? as if they dun put on weight now doesnt mean they wont put on later in life or their family are not fat like that!

those ppple wouldnt know wad it's like to be in that predicament unless they are in the person's shoes....anyway its how we perceive it too la... be strong all ladies out there...(hope to be optimistic even though i am super troubled)

that's all for today and i end with a sincere apoplogy to cy again for not charging my hp...and also an apology to myself for not checking and charging my hp the night b4 ...and serves me right!LOL

byee...!

All the best!

marilyn.m,me

Dad's birthday! + PAssed FTT

Today is my dad's birthday...we went to celebrate at a seafood restaurant and ordered a lot of fresh seafood..not only celebrating his birthday , today coincidentally is my FTT exam and i pased it ! SO it's a day for double celebration!:) Yups, so that's a typical birthday celebration by enjoying with food as a family and chit-chatting...nothing much but that's what he likes...and i'm fine with it since he is contented with it....but i hope to give birthday surprises to pple but it is beyond my means since my bro is busy with his sch work and i just rushed back from the driving centre to come back in time to celebrate his birthday! maybe next birthday ba....

Talking about birthdays, I am a little anxious and excited about my birthday next year as i turn 21 the coming january...although it is still quite far from now, i really hope to have a different kind of birthday celebration or a party but i dont think it will happen cos i think most of my friends are busy when the year starts...so i guess just a few close friends and family members who remember my birthday is sufficient .Celebrating with them is enjoyable enough... I am also contented with it although i hope i can have a surprise....( HEy those reading my blog and think too much.... i am not indirectly asking u guys to give me a surprise! i really mean it ...LOL ...PLs dont ...i'm just wishing to myself only ...ok? haha )

ANyway i hope my true friends and family will have their wish come true...and a good year ahead with lots of love :) I also hope that those who are reading my blog will find a gd bf (since i know most of u wish to meet one..lol...) .Hey so weird,, lol i now suddenly realised that those who r reading my blog are single and available, mostly evergreens! CHeers! LOL ...sincerely wish u find ur prince charming...lol !

Ok ....that's about it cos i still having driving lessons almost everyday and after passing the FTT, i can book for the trafic police test ! so i guess B4 my birthday, i can drive!!!:)

Have a nice day and slp well ! I am having insomia recently and school is starting soon...so if u find me posting blogs in the middle of the night , u know the reason;)LOL!

BYEEE!

Love,

Marilyn

命中注定我爱你! 很好看...

It's a nice comedy romance story ... but too fairytale like...I havent finished watching it but here are some of my comments. Its so unbelieveable, especially the story about fate. I guess fate really plays apart in bringing 2 people together and letting each other meet.But i feel that opportunity is what that lets u control ur fate too.. If u let go of the opportunity that knocks on your door,your fate will also be changed accordingly.

This story is about a guy and a girl fated to love each other.It happens when they are fated to meet on a cruise where the guy's gf didnt get on the cruise on the day he intended to propose to her.He was too confident that his girfriend would come so in the end he went to the room. In some twist of fate the girl was drowsy and went to his room...and u know what happens later after 2 adults sleeping together...trouble, trouble and more trouble...misery and love, misunderstandings and forgivings as well as heartaches and hopes...all a mixture of some elements that happens between a complicated relationship...that is why the show is so interesting u have to see it for urself...lol:) PLUS the actor is so handsome, but his role is a little fierce and bad tempered .

Yup... like a continuation of cinderella and her prince but a edited version full of wacky characters and hilarious dialogues which make me want to laugh whenever i feel down...

Life is also like a ship , not always smooth sailing , full of ups and downs which go with the tide . However, as long as one does not give up, happiness will come knocking on your door .God will bless the hardworking and the one who cherishes life.Every event that happened has its meaning, so whenever i encounter hardship or unpleasant events , i hope to use moral of the story that sunshine and rainbow will come after the storm.

SO all of u out there who feels depressed whenever( including me), life always continues and use this as a reminder for u to work harder and strive for a better future as u will tide over the storm and see the rainbow if u work hard enough.

Talking about relationships, i havent had one out of my 20 yrs of life ,so i dunno what it's like to be loved by a person who loves me and who i love very much too.Of course, not mentioning about my family members la..

Hope one day i will find the love of my life...the true person who loves me and i love him very much too:) Bless all people looking at my blog too! I guess we are all in the same boat(CY, XJ,HT and me) ...lol...i really sincerely wish u all find ur love:)

PICS GALORE!

i just feel like uploding pics today so i post 2 posts in one day full of pics! Good for the visual kind of person:)

ICE- SKATING with XUEJING!:)

OK...today i took many pics...so let the pics do the talking:)haha

Today i went to Jurong East for ice skating with Xuejing...both of us haven't skate for ages...haha...finally found someone to go skating with me although both of us pale in comparison with some of the experts there...haha ...they skate so gracefully!

It was an enjoyable experience with xj and chit-chatting cum "heart-talk" session with her...lol..Huiting! see u go malaysia sun tan so hot ...we at ice -skating ring so cold...haha...must go join us watch the mummywhen u r back from the island k..Beach babe !?lol

And for the pple who want to see my curly hair...i uploaded my pics together in this post as well haha ...kill 2 birds with one stone:)

Getting the hang of it..:)

Yay...i'm enjoying driving lessons and tmr is my stage 1 evaluation for practical lessons before i can go to stage 2...it's so expensive to go thru so many(abt 10 subjects ) for each stage..luckily i pass mostly 2 subjects at a time .(.haha i'm a quick learner...LOL)...can save more money when the instructor allocated to me is gd...:) really explains clearly all my mistakes and explains clearly and throughly...

actually i find driving not as scary as the first time with the instructor keep scaring me abt accidents and stuff...i'm not the type that would speed ma...and i'm cautious ,,,that lesson really plunged my driving confidence,,no wonder i feel so stressed ...lol

now i feel safer as i can maneuvour the vehicle better:) and look forward to driving lessons too!
It's like some sort of joy car ride during our childhood days just that we cant bang into any body's car...lol...Safety is the best policy ...courtesy too...:)

sigh,,,so sorry havent put up any pic since the last hairdo pic...i will go search for my camera and transfer haha...psps...bear with it...i will post lots of pics soon!;)

IT"S a Love-Hate affair with driving lessons...

IT"S a Love-hate affair with Driving lessons...the thing i like about driving lessons is that it is fun to learn driving. But the down side of the practical lessons is that it is super stressful for me...I am always so tensed up when driving cos i know that my hand and and leg coordination doesnt seem very flexible..haha...Plus another thing is that there was one instructor who told me that on the main road outside, dont drive too slowly or stop suddenly or else the motorcycle behinds me would fly infront of me and land on my windscreen! its so scary whenever i drive cos the thought of it gives me the jitters...yucks!

So now i am attending practical lessons basically everyday during the holidays and the first time i drove on the mainroad i am so worried i would have an accident...so u see its so dangerous to learn driving haa cos the buses and taxis and cars in the "outside world- road " is so treacherous...

but i think everyone will feel the same way too ..be it guys or girls but i think i am just being a little over paranoid and anxious...i can't help it when my life and the instructor's is at stake...

But it is more assuring when u get a good instructor beside u...less panicky but still stressful!

OK...i ran 10 plus rounds of lane 8 at woodland stadium with my jogging mate yesterday to train for the nike plus 10 km...and my knee hurts today...am i getting old or wad? why does my knee hurt on and off...Does ANY KIND SOul know the problem and the remedy to my aching knees? it cant be lack of calcium cos i drink hi-cal milk regularly... I hope on 31th aug during the race, my knees wouldnt hurt that much or else how am i gng to complete the race?

I've got new hairstyle and i like it:)

Hi guys,

I'm back from camp ! Actually can't consider having gone for camp since i left on the second day where the most fun activities are on the last(3rd) day!:( Anyway, i have made some nice friends during the camp and established better relationship with other ens aquaintances:) I must say it was a fruitful trip with all the friends , fun , fever and flu virus i brought back home.haha... I also experienced the frustation of being nearly mute for 2 days .The following days i wasnt better off with my super horrible coarse and hoarse voice. Writing this post now, i feel much better..and is also audible if someone speaks to me. I think everyone who goes for camps are like this ...my other 2 friends from ens also had their "voice break " after the camp...must be all the fatigue and dehydration from running about while in camp.

Anyway, I got my new hairstyle! I've got CURLY hair!:) Straight hair bygones! Many said I look better in my new hairstyle when i met them in person. That's a heart -warming and exciting thought! It's the first time i'm doing digital perm.It took me three hours! However, it seemed quite fast as they had movie for me to watch on a personal smalll tv screen. i watched the Hottie Vs the Nottie. Paris Hilton( christabel) is so slim and pretty and sexy. Actually i feel that the Nottie(know as jane phigg in the movie) is not really ugly. They simply exaggerate, enhance and construct some non-existence hilarious flaws on entire small frame to make her look like some " dragon in the dungeon". I find the moral of the story quite intersting. Although some parts of the movie are quite boring.I have learnt that in the quest of searching for the perfect one, we actually ignore the ones who are perfect in our heart and are blinded by the searching process. BUt there is another take home message that the movie gives...although looks are not everything, it is still an influencing factor on first sight...sad but true! Anyway, for those who are not physically nor aesthetically endowed, do not worry as long u have a beautiful heart cos beauty lies in the eyes and heart of the beholder. Values matter most i think...dilligence, being humbe, and optimism are the way to go:) there are more but i think i'm getting long winded..

Back to my hair...lol.....ya ...i got a few pics on the process during my digital perm:) . Oh i forgot , the hairdresser was very attentive too . i told her i had sensitive skin and upon hearing my voice was so horrible , she kept asking me how i felt during the perm, whether my scalp was itchy or whether i needed water or the temp of the perm was too hot or not cos my hair was "extra -vigin hair" as wahat she said..lol...made me feel so pampered:)

Yay . after the whole perm this is how i look ...and my skin and hair was totally fine, felt great with my new hair!Now it has more volume and curls:)

What do u think? haha i think i look nice in person than in photos anyways.

Hope to see through the colours along the walks of life and find a rainbow within them...

Still pondering over some untangled issues in my mind which i can't resolve unless action has been taken...Does philosophy enlighten one's mind or is it just question one's mind to find the key to one's souls and heart? All the mundane issues are so complex even the simplest thing on earth is also made up of complex stuff! Is everthing really that simple ? or simply complex ? or complicatedly simple?

what am i talking about? somehing abstract which only like-minders and wise men would know. So ignore me if u dont understand. LOL

By the way i will be meeting my good friend cum JC classmate on thursday! Yays ! She is back from sterling on her summer vacation! Havent met her for ages since i aged ... she must be in for a surprise since i last met her...Hope she will not be too shocked ! HT, hope u dont get a heart attack when u see me! LOL...i rather u dont recognise me...( if u know i have a blog pls read this msg b4 u meet me)..haha

I will work hard to maintain what i looked like a year ago by loosing some excess pounds which crept on unconciously on me due to some bad habits and routine and biological clock havoc suffered during the stressful uni life...

Anyway i have a buddy who will go thru this with me and u know who u r ( its a secret btw us only...i will keep my lips crossed i promise!) and we need each other's encouragement! So hang in there for the 10 km race too! i swear that i must complete it not matter how tired on 31 Aug..and ...for the rest of the story ...pls stay tuned ...meanwhile i will be in econs camp from 11july to 13 july (fri - sun)...and i dont think any one will read my blog except that friend of mine since all my other friends dont really like reading blogs...sad...so i feel like i'm writing a diary for myself when i'm old so i can reflect on the things i have done and review the thought processes when i was in my younger days...;)intereting too. haha

My personality quiz...link recommended by a good friend...and it's mostly 80% accurate!

So want to know more about our own personality? take this quiz! It's almost 80% accurate!
Here's what they say about me...

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.


There are some similarities i find in common with my friend who has already taken the test and i think she knows who she is :) wise minds think alike ...

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Lost my blogging account in the blogging land...and here i am again!

Due to unforeseen circumstances wanting to create a fancyfull gmail address to use as a blogging username...i (as my blur self took possession of me when i dont have enough sleep) forgot my username and password! How can one be as forgetful as me ??? Has anyone met their opponent? Or else i now proclaim myself as the forgetful queen! LOL..

Ok, back to why i want to name my blog marilyn.merry.me is cos I(marilyn) wants to make herself and others merry.That's me! simple as that. I thought it would be as cool title ...If one day my bf/husband-to-be tells me : marilyn, marry me! haha ..i'm just thinking of reasons to explain why my blog name (if that's what it's called) sounds interesting and meaningful..what do u think?:)

And so after feeling so frustrated of not finding the username and the matching password, i decided to set up a new blog so here i am! hey phoebe! (u know who u are) happy?;)